RAMBLINGS

Got up early this morning to do my routine. Honestly, there's nothing much to do this morning. I did some readings and stumble upon a nice write-ups.

They said life is transient. You'll never know what lies ahead. The future remains to be seen. Along the way, there will be tons of twist and turns and several bumps on the road. But what matters most is how you get up on your knees.

TRUE!

I have been itching to shop and mapped out to do it last Monday. But I was so lazy to get up early. You know I have a crazy schedule I start work at 2:40 PM so normally I go window shopping in the morning before heading to work. It's already Thursday and the budget for the shopping spree is running out (too bad).

JUST A THOUGHT

I feel that I'm completely inundated with His love. Though I've known it for a long time, skepticism just come my way. I've came across with so many inspiring stories of fights that were won, struggles that were beaten and difficulties that were overcome. It amazed me. Though I'm somewhat numb to feel that it can too happen to me. I have this kind of ambiguous feeling of winning a battle but still hope to win. I still do my best to grab the victor's crown.

mmmm. I need to give myself a good treat but not this time. Yeah, I can wait. Hope I could travel this year. Hope I could explore the Earth more. I miss mountain climbing. I miss travelling. I miss going to places I've never been too.

I want to have a good breakfast by the ocean. I'm musing on danggit and chorizo from my very own Cebu. love it.

COMING OUT OF MY SHELL

Loads are becoming lighter these days. I'm not that cranky anymore. I've realized that the darker side of the world has been my abode for a long time. The future always scares me. I'm constantly worried about tomorrow. There are numerous "WHAT IFs" in my mind. Nightmare has been hounding me at night. Until one day I stumble upon a certain website. The title goes this way: How to attain true happiness. I skimmed through it and was enlightened by it.

I'm just glad that GOD really works in mysterious ways. He wants me to wake up from a deep sleep. Finally, I can see the light at the end of the tunnel.

I'M BLOGGING AGAIN!

I'm so guilty of neglecting this blog for a while. There's something filling up my freetime these days. It's PET SOCIETY from facebok. It's kinda childish maybe but my colleagues are just mad about it! We love playing it. ^^ Here's my pet Brianna!

It's so fun. It's so easy-peasy to play. You just need to play with the ball, jumping rope and hurdle to collect money. Visiting friends and walking through the trees are easy ways to collect mollah as well. Then you can buy stuff for your house and clothes too.

I will try to update my blog as much as possible. I'll make it a habit to visit my blogger friends too. ^^ See you around!

I'M IN A BAD MOOD

Can't figure out what to write about today. I just feel like blogging again since I got lotsa freetime. Don't know if I'm gonna rant about the black and white heads that made me grumpy today. I hate looking at my face! Skin color is pale. Zits are all around my forehead. White heads and black heads scattered around my nose. I hate it! Can't just head to the nearest beauty bar and buy a magic formula for my face. Can't even drink coffee, soda or junk food! What a sacrifice. Do you know why?

ENJOYING WEEKEND

Just want to have a quick post.^^ Weekend was quite full. mmmm wait I think not that much. I was just savoring my precious nap last Saturday which was a blessing. I haven't gotten a nap in three months now. My weekend is always loaded with stuff to do. My mama and papa came all the way from Cebu to be with us. They stayed for 6 days and 6 nights. Too bad they had to leave quickly, they haven't gone to places that we'd plan to go, in fact I only spent two days with them.

We attended mass in Our Lady of Lourdes in Tagaytay . We wanted to take a peek at Picnic Groove but it's was already dark when the mass ended. What a heck! We've brought some food pa naman to munch while we enjoy the view.

BACK AGAIN

I have been restless these days. Numerous things filing up my mind. My calvary has just started...again. I managed to free my mind from this though it left me so soon. Now, I'm back again in the hole I gravely hated to go into. I can't do anything but to face the music...and whisper a prayer to my Dear Friend.

ON STARTING ANEW

Alright, I've gained ample energy to start scribbling again. It's been a long day. I'm out of sorts that I mess up at work today. So much had happened to me. First, we already found our dream apartment. I said "dream" because we have been on the look out for an affordable, nice and accessible abode to my workplace. And, we just got lucky. It's just one jeepney ride and it will only take about 15 minutes to work. Second, I've got my internet connection reinstalled. I payed Php 1450.00 for the relocation which is contrary to the statement given by person I've talked to in smartbro wireless center. He said I have to pay Php 2500.00. I just can't fathom why in the world he needed to discourage me to relocate my antenna. I couldn't be more pissed off if that's the only thing they've done. When they installed it last November 2008, they asked me to pay for the pole which I was a bit hesitant since I've got so many friends using their internet service but didn't pay a dime. To my dismay, straight from the horses mouth they said I shouldn't have payed since it's for free. Now, they're on the process of investigating the culprit.

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I couldn't really tell if things are in the right places now. I don't even have time to think. I'm just scared because my year's forecast is not favorable. Let's watch and see.

ABOUT THE BIG DAY

My wedding will be this coming Feb. 18. It would just be a simple civil wedding. It's a mutual decision. We were thinking that the money that will be spent for a wondeful church wedding will be a good start to buy stuff that we direly need. Though at first it didn't suit me for the thought that every woman dream on walking down the aisle to exchange vows with the one they love, dressed in white, long gown along with people gazing in awe, keeps hounding me.

For practical reasons, I shifted my thought from that point of view to a more pragmatic side. My papa and mama along with my younger brother will be coming from Cebu that will complete the puzzle. Everything is settled now, we're just waiting for the big day. I can't just turn my back from work that Jowel did most of the requirements we need for the wedding. We initially thought of having it here in Makati since I resided here for quite long time. But it would be so laborious coz I need to get a voter's ID first so it finally laid down in Caloocan (Jowel's place). Everything seems blur to me. I can't picture a scene on that day. I hope it'll go well.

MY FAVORITE TIME OF THE YEAR

Christmas and New Year just passed by so quickly. I have been scanting with my updates these days. That's what I'm guilty of, plus I'm also delinquent in visiting my ka-bloggers. I really apologize guys. I've got a part time job in the morning. That's as early as 5 til 9 am. Then I'll doze off for two hours and head on to my full time job which starts at 1:45 til 11 PM. This routine runs from Monday to Friday, of course weekends are spent doing household chores and other important stuff. Let me tell you a bit of my Christmas holiday.

DEC. 25, 2008

I had a blast with my family as usual. Every minute was fun-filled. I couldn't afford to miss Christmas and New Year with them. Guess what! I had a White Christmas! Yes I had! Believe me! We went to Snow World in Start City. Though the crowded place was a pain in the neck, it was worth the long wait. I queued for twooooo hours. No cameras are allowed inside so we have to fall in line againnn for picture taking. We were dead tired when we got home. I paid for all-rides ticket but I ended up availing only three rides. The queue in every rides were terribly longgg (well what do you expect). Though I considered it as one of my best Christmases, I won't step out of the house again next Christmas. ^^