DON'T BREAK THE RULE

I come down with a cold. And I'm taking medicine so I opted to take a raincheck in breastfeeding. When I went home last night, my little one was sleeping. So I uttered a prayer to say "thank you." I have been sleep-deprived these days,so if little Johan will do away with his sleep pattern it would be a great relief on my part.

So, I've eaten my midnight snack and had taken a shower when my little one felt that I'm home already. Yeah! He's wide awake. I thought he needed feeding so I gave him a formula milk. Though he was kind of upset and cried really hard like he was bitten by someone and I panicked. I was left with no choice but to breatfeed because I thought it's the only way to soothe him. And yeah he stopped crying.

My little one seems to get accustomed to our routine because I make it a rule to breastfeed him whenever I'm home. And so he's crying was like telling me that I violated the rule.^^

Hodge-Podge

Today's my payday, so I've got enough nerve to shop for my little one. I am fascinated by just merely strolling and checking out fancy clothes for young ones. Although it's not so practical to splurge money on our little one's clothes since he will just outgrow everything.

I'm lying if I'm going to say everything is fine these days. I'm sleep-deprived. But don't get me wrong I'm not very melancholic about it because I enjoy being the mother of Johan. I'm overwhelmed with the new responsibilities that I have to carry on. I know I can manage to juggle everything.

ON MY LITTLE ONE'S MILESTONES

And oh this is amazing I heard him giggle the first time! It was pretty quick and abrupt though. He's 10 weeks old now. It's funny to share that he got startled at his own fart. ^^ He was able to sleep on his side when he was less than a month which is awesome. ^^

Well, just making the most of the remaining days of my internet connection at home. In a few days, I'll be saying goodbye to it. So ironic that the vigor and the drive to scribble just came into being when I've decided to cut my internet subcription. We will be moving from Makati to Sucat if God will grant us and He will allow us.



I have so much to confess, narrate and relate that I don't know where to start. Perhaps this picture could paint a thousand words.

RAMBLINGS

Got up early this morning to do my routine. Honestly, there's nothing much to do this morning. I did some readings and stumble upon a nice write-ups.

They said life is transient. You'll never know what lies ahead. The future remains to be seen. Along the way, there will be tons of twist and turns and several bumps on the road. But what matters most is how you get up on your knees.

TRUE!

I have been itching to shop and mapped out to do it last Monday. But I was so lazy to get up early. You know I have a crazy schedule I start work at 2:40 PM so normally I go window shopping in the morning before heading to work. It's already Thursday and the budget for the shopping spree is running out (too bad).

JUST A THOUGHT

I feel that I'm completely inundated with His love. Though I've known it for a long time, skepticism just come my way. I've came across with so many inspiring stories of fights that were won, struggles that were beaten and difficulties that were overcome. It amazed me. Though I'm somewhat numb to feel that it can too happen to me. I have this kind of ambiguous feeling of winning a battle but still hope to win. I still do my best to grab the victor's crown.

mmmm. I need to give myself a good treat but not this time. Yeah, I can wait. Hope I could travel this year. Hope I could explore the Earth more. I miss mountain climbing. I miss travelling. I miss going to places I've never been too.

I want to have a good breakfast by the ocean. I'm musing on danggit and chorizo from my very own Cebu. love it.

COMING OUT OF MY SHELL

Loads are becoming lighter these days. I'm not that cranky anymore. I've realized that the darker side of the world has been my abode for a long time. The future always scares me. I'm constantly worried about tomorrow. There are numerous "WHAT IFs" in my mind. Nightmare has been hounding me at night. Until one day I stumble upon a certain website. The title goes this way: How to attain true happiness. I skimmed through it and was enlightened by it.

I'm just glad that GOD really works in mysterious ways. He wants me to wake up from a deep sleep. Finally, I can see the light at the end of the tunnel.

I'M BLOGGING AGAIN!

I'm so guilty of neglecting this blog for a while. There's something filling up my freetime these days. It's PET SOCIETY from facebok. It's kinda childish maybe but my colleagues are just mad about it! We love playing it. ^^ Here's my pet Brianna!

It's so fun. It's so easy-peasy to play. You just need to play with the ball, jumping rope and hurdle to collect money. Visiting friends and walking through the trees are easy ways to collect mollah as well. Then you can buy stuff for your house and clothes too.

I will try to update my blog as much as possible. I'll make it a habit to visit my blogger friends too. ^^ See you around!

I'M IN A BAD MOOD

Can't figure out what to write about today. I just feel like blogging again since I got lotsa freetime. Don't know if I'm gonna rant about the black and white heads that made me grumpy today. I hate looking at my face! Skin color is pale. Zits are all around my forehead. White heads and black heads scattered around my nose. I hate it! Can't just head to the nearest beauty bar and buy a magic formula for my face. Can't even drink coffee, soda or junk food! What a sacrifice. Do you know why?

ENJOYING WEEKEND

Just want to have a quick post.^^ Weekend was quite full. mmmm wait I think not that much. I was just savoring my precious nap last Saturday which was a blessing. I haven't gotten a nap in three months now. My weekend is always loaded with stuff to do. My mama and papa came all the way from Cebu to be with us. They stayed for 6 days and 6 nights. Too bad they had to leave quickly, they haven't gone to places that we'd plan to go, in fact I only spent two days with them.

We attended mass in Our Lady of Lourdes in Tagaytay . We wanted to take a peek at Picnic Groove but it's was already dark when the mass ended. What a heck! We've brought some food pa naman to munch while we enjoy the view.

BACK AGAIN

I have been restless these days. Numerous things filing up my mind. My calvary has just started...again. I managed to free my mind from this though it left me so soon. Now, I'm back again in the hole I gravely hated to go into. I can't do anything but to face the music...and whisper a prayer to my Dear Friend.