
I longed to live independently back then as I was always bannering. I constantly dream on spreading my wings and freely explore the sky. Now that I have a clear grip on it, I can't say but one word, it's TOUGH. Noone cooks for me. Noone makes my bed. Noone cleans the room. Noone wakes me hard enough. This life is hard to endure for a person who is always on the go like me. So this is the flip side, something always entails another thing.
I skip meals or eat my meals late and grab unhealthy foods. Bummer as it is, I can't help but give a deep sigh. So, how will I fix up this mess. Actually, I don't have any clue by now. What's overt is, I can't live like this forever. Don't have the courage to bring this out to my folks, don't want them to worry about me. I'm a big girl now.
I have been moonlighting in the morning so I need to prepare myself by 10:00 AM. I close my eyes at about 2:00 AM and wakes up at 9:00. Before setting my eyes to rest at night Monet and I usually make chitchat, it's funny coz we see and talk to each other everyday but we don't runout of stories to tell that's why we end up sleeping late. I had better manage my time cerebrally.
We can't have all the good things in life that's what I had just fathomed. I came to ponder to a quote that was sent to me via sms by a friend:
Has life been good?
Let God Hear your "Thank you"
Has it been bad?
Let Him hear your "I trust in you"
Has it been unfair?
Just have faith...