WHY

I'm walking alone in the desert...

taking along some seeds...

and pails of water with me...

I'd love to sow the seeds...

to my dismay the plants is inept to survive...

in the place where the soil is barren...

A BAD DREAM

The title can tell. Last night I dreamt about my younger brother. I can't remember the whole stuff but what woke me up was the torment of lossing him. In that nightmare, he passed away. To tell you honestly, I like my younger brother so dearly...hence it was a bitter pill to swallow.

That picture keeps on bugging my mind the whole day, I was wondering and wandering about the underlying meaning of my dream. I have never dreamt about losing a family member eversince. So, to chuck out the worries out of my brain, I figured to check it in http://www.brilliantdreams.com/ and here is what I unleshed:

Death

To dream about the death of a loved one, suggests that you are lacking a certain aspect or quality that the loved one embodies. Ask yourself what makes this person special or what do you like about him. It is that very quality that you are lacking in your own relationship or circumstances. Alternatively, it indicates that whatever that person represents has no part in your own life.

This is definitely telling as it fits the situation. A couple of days ago I got furious at him. He sent me several text messages but I was not responding to it.

COULD YOU BE MORE CIVILIZED?

Today's the first day of the workweek for me. I started the day right but suddenly I see red. I was on the elevator this morning around 10:00 o' clock. Lots of people were rushing through the elevator. I was already inside when somebody bumped with me causing me to step back and accidentally stepped on the witch's foot. I'm running late already that I was out of my mind. I was tracking the time, calculating if I can still make it to the office on time. With that thought, I didn't manage to apologize since I was a bit preoccupied when suddenly the witch grumbled "Sorry ha! naapakan mo kasi ung paa ko!" I was startled and said sorry to her. But you know what! She's not satisfied with it and whinged, "Ngayon ka pa nagsorry!"Hello! What do you want me to do! Lech! Thanks I'm still in my lucid mind to maintain my composure. Hay buhay! As if it was really painful. I know it was not, I barely touched her toes noh! Good thing I was badly in a hurry that I couldn't afford to fall out with her, well anyway I'm not that type knowing that there other civilized people inside the elevator.

ZIT??? DON'T TOUCH SAGA

THINGS I DIRELY NEED TO BLOG:

• Joel's fine. Thanks God. After all it's not serious as I was imagining. The doctor prescribed antibiotic and pain killer to him. After taking the medicine once, we immediately saw the effect. So there's no need to worry now.
  
  
• Anyway, I'm at home today. It's Chuseok or Thanksgiving Day in South Korea. This holiday has just arrived in the nick of time since I'm utterly dog-tired. I deserve a break.
  
  
• I have yet to accomplished 7 reaction papers (tsk...tsk...). I promised myself to wind up two of them last week but till now I'm still working on the first. Can't just figured out on what to write. Precisely, my mind is not working. How can I when I'm physically tired?
  
  My roommate opted not to rent a room anymore. So I was compelled to get another yet more expensive room. Well, that one I didn't expect to happen. Anyway, life's really unpredictable, as they say it's full of surprises. By now, I have to learn to live my life in solitude. I won't go down into details about my new room simply because I don't like it and will never like it but have to take it since I am left with no choices. I'm set to get another room next month.

ZIT??? DON'T TOUCH IT

Joel got a zit on his face beside his lips. I've read from Reader's Digest that baking soda will dry off a pimple. So, I dabbed a generous amount of baking soda to Joel's pimple which he complained to be aching. I told him to just endure the pain, and I also thought that was just normal.

Unluckily, the pimple got infected and now it gets worse and worse. The small zit now looks like a boil on his face. Now I learned a lesson not to rely on home remedies it might not do any good as it did to others. I'm really scared and worried since I once saw it on TV that we shouldn't popped our pimples near the T-zone coz it could led to a serious problem [anyway his is not in the T-zone area]. He's set to see a doctor tomorrow. Hope he'll be fine. I read cases related to it over the net. I felt relieved because their cases are almost similar to Joel's but then again it was not that severe. Though it will take a significant amount of time for it to be healed. Hope he'll be safe...[God pls. help]

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MINI MINY MOE

I'm attending my friend's son christening tomorrow in San Pedro, Laguna. A couple of weeks ago I was in two minds deciding about what to wear on this occasion, as typical of me. Fortunately after changing from one wardrobe to another I settled for a vintage floral dress to go with a silver shoes. Still restless a thought popped up my mind that I might be overdressed coz the shoes is too formal so I opted for a casual one.

For a week, my mind is free from ruffled thoughts. Presents! (check), wardrobe! (check) I'm just waiting for the date to come...not until last night when out of the blue...

"I think wearing jeans wouldn't be bad, anyway I won't be playing a major role in the event."

Hilarious as I am but this mind boggling situation always occurs to me, i bet you guys have your share .^^

IT'S OVER

Today I formally rendered a letter of resignation.

I call it quits.

It's hard to say goodbye to be honest. Been working here for more than two years. I did shed a tear when the boss had his word about my decision. Saying goodbye to the job that you started to love is akin to breaking up with a boyfriend. It's a cliche but I have to move on and look for a greener pasture.


Wish me luck folks!